The Ba's/Soul's journey after life.

As the Qi is shut down its forced to release the Ba - the core soul - the you, and it leaves the deceasing body a selection of higher powers steps in and decides the course of its journey.

Its very possible that the BA will perceive these powers in personalized shapes. Because this session appears to be the individual Ba’s encounter to what several religion and faith systems name as “Judgement day”. Here the Ba’s destiny is decided in direct relation to your Earthly performance.

Now rewards and punishments are handed out accordingly, in guidance of the most high concept of justice and fairness, also known as Karma, encompassing all conscious reflecting creations anywhere.

Don’t be fooled! Hell really do exist. Would be a smart move trying to avoid a trip in there.

As Tom Robbins put it: “Every day is Judgement day. Always has been. Always will be.”.

 Awfully close....

.. but not quite.

After a very close encounter with death, relating to an almost 2 weeks stay in the hospital Emergency and

Intensive Care units, I feel a desperate urge to try finding a higher meaning and purpose with life . Like: If The Lord told me he saved me for a reason. Showed me a purpose to pursue or something like that. But no - nothing. I am equally confused now. I felt betrayed though. I have always thought I had some guardian higher power, like a guardian angel looking after and sheltering me. At least it gave me clarity about that was not so.

On the other hand I definitely felt the presence of demonic evil forces entwining into my faith’s outcome as they have negatively affected our lives for years.

But the only thing I felt when I started to come to senses was total bewilderment. Like I fell out of absolute darkness. Hitting a word written on the ground in white letters that I cannot remember anymore - no traumatic horrors - no harmonious Paradise. 

Not much wiser after the dreadful experience. It made me realise that my time is limited and there’s so much I would like to find the answers to before I have to go.

All I know is:I’m not ready yet. Not even close to know what I need to know.